If you are a believer in the Lord Jesus Christ, He says even in catastrophic times He is not only with you but longing to pour out through you.
God's Word that you have been storing away in the quiet times with Him can be revealed through your pain, fear, doubt.
He sees your pain, confusion, longing, and His heart breaks with your every hurt.
yOU aRE dEARLY lOVED.
Hold on to His promise that your brokenness is not wasted but releases His Spirit to do works of perseverance, power, character and hope.
(again, this is not mine but i have forgotten where it came from-sorry!)
James 1:2-3, "Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trails of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance." (NIV)